Being Half

a part of me wants you away, but a part of me longs for you to be near.

a part of me hates you wholeheartedly, but a part of me misses you when you're not here.

a part of me likes you to be far, but a part of me doesn't like the distance that holds us within.

a part of me wishes for you not to come back, but a part of me doesn't want to erase anything about you.

I'm made of parts, half and half. And when you decided to leave, I'm no whole. 

There's a part of me that you took. Along with you.


[8/14/17]

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